I would recommend being entirely candid to receive the most trustworthy advice...........there are many on here that have successfully taken literally dozens and dozens of bulls, bucks, bears, and what not. Age and passion can provide that. Most of us also remember the earliest days of success and failure. There is obviously luck involved, but most of it is experience as preparation met opportunity. Failure is as good a teacher as success. You seem to be invested. There are people that 'go' hunting and there are people that are 'hunters'. A big difference. If you fall in the latter, just do it the right way and perhaps you will experience success more often than failure. A lot of things have to coincide. Eagerness and committment are good signs. Just keep them in perspective.