I'll drink to that
I see your birthday, or day of crisis, was during the Christmas celebration. I sorta have a same time of year anniversary too, except after years of self induced sobriety, I choose to imbibe again, thinking I had exhibited enough control in my life to earn it....boy howdy, was I ever wrong. It took about three more years of playing games with myself and those that counted on me and LOVED me, to realize I was really sick. Funny thing too...I went south on one of my favorite adult holidays, Christmas, and crashed on my favorite holiday as a youth, July 4th.
Going into the 12 step program, which...I had never been introduced to, but had plenty of prejudice thoughts and loathing for those who "needed it"
Man....once there, it fit like a fine crafted glove. I could not believe others had the same fears and problems that I had and hid, well, I thought I was hiding them

The program and the wonderful men and women lathered me with such "unselfish" love, I sprouted like a seed that had never tasted the nurturing quench of water.
I was raised with church influence in my life, but because I hid, I couldn't receive the light of our Lord.
With my budding sobriety I was finally able in a very late stage of my life to lay a foundation, one solid enough to support the troubles that life wanted to still visit upon me.
Every day sober my life has grown more in the understanding of the "truth" of our Creator.
I share your joy brother and am very thankful you took the time and energy to share it with us.
Sorry for the thread jack but you spurred the joy in me and it needed an outlet
Happy New Year!
eddie