Just curious if anyone prays for unrealistic or silly things...something similar to what I pray for.
I am consumed, even SICK with the thought of aging. Not because I fear death, but because life was so incredible being young. Experiencing things for the first time!
I often pray that one of two things could happen. Either to be young again, go back in time, or to be given another opportunity at life from start to finish. I find myself wishing and hoping that heaven is nothing more than simply being in the same state of mind as a child.
How I wish I was 13 years old again. Though I doubt many people would want to live the life Ive lived I wish I could do it all again just to experience the few good things that have happened.
To be innocent, without worry and responsibility. Most of all to be ignorant to so much evil and controversy and human suffering and the pain of life. Total absence of any of the million things that consume our minds as adults.
No thought at all to "survival" Our parents took care of that.
Oh what I would do to be there again. To look up to my father or my grandfather with such admiration and trust.
To sit by a river, with my feet in the water, laying in the sun and resisting the last dose of sleep only due to being afraid to miss any of the incredible feeling. To have absolutely nothing to do but to look at the sky, and the trees and the water and feel as present and unaffected as those things are.
To get so much joy out of such simple things as a box of sand and a toy dump truck

Or to be so disappointed that the sun is going down because youre having such a good time with it there.
Would it be a miracle? Could it be any more of a miracle than what god is capable of?
Its funny but I have so many more important things to pray for and give praise for but I always find myself asking god "if its possible, let me do it all again...please!"
Just thought Id share that. I hope heaven is similar if not the same as life when youre a child. I'd be perfectly content to be there.