My dog Kilchis is paralyzed and very ill. They think it is either a tumor (cancer) or a disc problem.
He needs prayer, yes, but I think more than that, I will need it.
I know it's weird to ask for a prayer for a dog, but last night my friend Tammy and I laid hands on him and prayed. It is what it is.
But-- I am so afraid for me. He is my best buddy, and the best friend I've ever had. He is with me at all times. (Yes, even in the girls room!)
He's my best fishing buddy and the friend that I have fished with longer than anyone. Longer, and more often! (Daily!)
He is compassionate, he understands every word I say, and I'm just afraid of my broken heart.
I just feel lost. Surgery would be expensive, and he is 10 years old. I kind of think that it's time to let him go, but Bill insists on surgery. I'm the owner, though, so I have to make the decision.
They will do tests tomorrow to find out if it's cancer or a disc problem.
I just pray that it's something similar and can resolve easily.
But, most of all, I need to prepare my heart for the time that he does go.
He's just a very special friend to me. I've had dogs before, and I can't say any one of them is more special than the other, but for some reason, I'm just so afraid of this one going.
So afraid, and so very sad. I can't quit crying, and he's still here.
Will I be alright? I am honestly scared!
Jen
He needs prayer, yes, but I think more than that, I will need it.
I know it's weird to ask for a prayer for a dog, but last night my friend Tammy and I laid hands on him and prayed. It is what it is.
But-- I am so afraid for me. He is my best buddy, and the best friend I've ever had. He is with me at all times. (Yes, even in the girls room!)
He's my best fishing buddy and the friend that I have fished with longer than anyone. Longer, and more often! (Daily!)
He is compassionate, he understands every word I say, and I'm just afraid of my broken heart.
I just feel lost. Surgery would be expensive, and he is 10 years old. I kind of think that it's time to let him go, but Bill insists on surgery. I'm the owner, though, so I have to make the decision.
They will do tests tomorrow to find out if it's cancer or a disc problem.
I just pray that it's something similar and can resolve easily.
But, most of all, I need to prepare my heart for the time that he does go.
He's just a very special friend to me. I've had dogs before, and I can't say any one of them is more special than the other, but for some reason, I'm just so afraid of this one going.
So afraid, and so very sad. I can't quit crying, and he's still here.
Will I be alright? I am honestly scared!
Jen