AnglersRental
02-17-2006, 06:59 AM
Tommrrow I have a meeting that has me kinda nervous. My wife and I have been seperated for almost a year now. Looks like a divorce is going forward. We are sitting down with our pastor to see if we can agree on a parenting plan and settle some financial issues tommrrow. Divorce not the path I would have chosen. I think the whole sorry situation probably makes God sad, and i'm also kinda mad (maybe even at God a little bit) that it has come to this. I'm also tired of the whole thing. I feel a little guilty that part of me is ready for and wants it to be over and done.
Certainly, the problems are bigger than I know how to solve. Yet, I can't believe that it is God's will that families should be split apart and little kids should grow up with parents in seperate houses. So I guess I just want to pray that the Holy Spirit will be close over the next few days. As always, I pray for knowledge of God's will for my life, and He needs to know im a little confused right now. Clairity would be appriciated. I know its easy to honor God in some areas of my life, harder in others. I pray that I can honor God with my actions in all areas of my life. Those problems that are too big for me to handle or even comprehend, those ones are yours God, I pray I can hand them off to you. For my wife, I pray for happiness, peace, joy...? whatever it is she is looking for... I pray she finds it. Even if I'm not the one to share it with her, I hope she someday finds whatever dream she is looking for. I'm not quite there yet, but I want to wish her the best.
For my daughter, I pray that God will continue to provide for her needs, both physical and spiritual. I thank God for allowing me to be a tool for making that happen. Please God, continue to provide for my needs - so I might provide for her needs. I watch as she grows up a little more and grows closer to you a little more each day. Her faith and trust is often the strongest of all those near me, an example I could follow. I pray that you continue to provide for us, that we have a happy and healthy home to live in, that we continue to grow closer in relationship to each other and to you Lord.
Amen and Thanks...
Brad
Certainly, the problems are bigger than I know how to solve. Yet, I can't believe that it is God's will that families should be split apart and little kids should grow up with parents in seperate houses. So I guess I just want to pray that the Holy Spirit will be close over the next few days. As always, I pray for knowledge of God's will for my life, and He needs to know im a little confused right now. Clairity would be appriciated. I know its easy to honor God in some areas of my life, harder in others. I pray that I can honor God with my actions in all areas of my life. Those problems that are too big for me to handle or even comprehend, those ones are yours God, I pray I can hand them off to you. For my wife, I pray for happiness, peace, joy...? whatever it is she is looking for... I pray she finds it. Even if I'm not the one to share it with her, I hope she someday finds whatever dream she is looking for. I'm not quite there yet, but I want to wish her the best.
For my daughter, I pray that God will continue to provide for her needs, both physical and spiritual. I thank God for allowing me to be a tool for making that happen. Please God, continue to provide for my needs - so I might provide for her needs. I watch as she grows up a little more and grows closer to you a little more each day. Her faith and trust is often the strongest of all those near me, an example I could follow. I pray that you continue to provide for us, that we have a happy and healthy home to live in, that we continue to grow closer in relationship to each other and to you Lord.
Amen and Thanks...
Brad